monday..lacking in mundane

today is the birth of a new blog and hopefully new thoughts
more objectivity and more random spillings

why did i delete the old blog?

it was unwittingly used as a tool, it fired quick and harmed unnecessarily
i never ever will use my web diary for such revengeful purposes so i closed it
perhaps, past ugly thoughts and happenings will also stay in a period where i have forgotten and discarded
after all, we all need to move on and this is as good a time as any

people say,
you need to censor your words because you don't control who reads this blog
but, pity me who can't even control the audience in good or bad times
why else control my thoughts and feelings
in this country that i live in, it is filled with such constrains and awareness of over-exposure of thoughts

but i am me, and i will consider feelings
but i will also be true to what i want

sometimes an opportunity comes by and we don't see it for what it is
let it go and we while in tandem
how lucky the person who can recognise the opportunity has past
because there are many yet who do not fathom their chances nor call it an opportunity
those people generally lack sight, whether in mind or heart
and its sad

brat says she will make philidelphia cheese steak burger
i'll wait
i have faith, it will come soon