Down the Doldrums

I MISS YOU.

I don't know why, but I started tearing
when I think about you and us and everything else we had and have.

This time, I had no choice but to let go
Time was ticking
I could literally feel it breathing down my neck
I couldn't tell you
Because I always wanted to protect you
Just like how I hope I always have

I feel like I know why it had to happen
Sometimes things don't just happen because of sheer willpower
At times, much as my strength of stubborness would have pulled us through
But I think you were placed in my life for me to learn
I don't regret anything and I am very happy you were in my life
I still think back and feel very blessed you were with me at the stage where I was growing
From a girl to a woman
My character had been molded by you
Thank you

You always have a place
In me
Cos you are special to me
I have always loved you..for you

Now I realise love is not easily defined
It cuts across categories and its hard to understand
But..I can love you and I do.

I wish sincerely there was some other way
I wish I could take the hurt for you
I wish I could
I wish I really could